Conscious
now, Noog Xi turned her head to look at the window to the right. The darkness of the night had faded
away. The moon went back to sleep and
the sun came out to give light to the world.
Although the window in her room was still shut tight, she could witness
sunlight creeping through the cracks of the window and traveling faster than
anything else in this universe across time, space, and the walls of the
house. The light inside was bright
enough that it kept her awake. Not
wanting to get up yet, she turned her whole body to the right side and stared
at the window. When she did so, Noog Xi
could smell the sweet scent of freshly brewed rice coming through the cracks of
the thatched-roof home. Even this bright
into the morning, she could still hear faint sounds of roosters crowing, calling
for the sun to rise. Suddenly, she did
not hear the crows anymore but the sound of a sharp blade cutting through hard
pieces of dry woods instead. She knew
that the sound was coming from her uncle chopping woods outside to be used for
the day. The noises helped to reassure
her of her safety.
After
of few minutes of lying awake, the young woman’s back began to ache so she decided
to get up. But before stepping outside
to wash her face, the dream crept back into her thoughts. How she wished everything in the dream was
just a dream like every other dream, but it was not. Those vivid images were remnants of her past. Even though she was safe and sound now, the
experience haunted her every night in her sleep. But in dreams, things did not occur the same
way twice and they also did not stick to reality. Sometimes, she would see things that never
happened or have yet to exist in her lifetime while other times, the details
and ending to her dream would often change.
Many
months have passed since her escape, and she was back trying to live a normal
life in a tiny village called Zos Hav
Xyoob—Bamboo Grove Village, because it was surrounded by a bamboo forest. Since the war destroyed her home that morning,
things became so chaotic that it was difficult for anyone to locate lost family
members. There were many deaths and
captures that those who were part of the experience became hopeless in
searching and rebuilding their family infrastructure. But, Noog Xi’s youngest brother was unwilling
to give up. He desired to join General Vaj
Pov’s CIA-backed clandestine army so that he could not only protect their land
and people, but also find their dispersed family members. She had wanted to go along with him but the
journey was perilous.
Unable
to bear the thought of losing his sister again, the young brother had taken her
to stay with their maternal aunt and
uncle, Niam Tais Paj and Yawm Txiv Txooj
Sua. Their village was within close
proximity to the Plain of Jars but was remote and hidden deep away from the
region controlled by the Red Lao soldiers.
Since the villagers were ordinary citizens, her brother figured that she
would be safe with them.
Although
Noog Xi had been separated from her youngest brother before, this separation
was different in that she may never see him again. Her heart wavered and ached when he, who had
now transformed into a man in this unstable time, turned his back to her and
left with Niam Tais Paj and Yawm Txiv Txooj Sua’s three sons.
Pitying
the aging couple for being separated from their three unmarried sons, Noog Xi
tried to help them as much as possible in terms of doing chores and talked to
them during her spare time so that they would not feel so lonely. But after living with them for a while, she
found herself running out of topics to converse and things to do. Her aunt and uncle would not let her go farm
with them so she decided to pass time by teaching the village children how to
read and write Latin Hmong.
The
villagers were surprised to see a Hmong female teacher, so Niam Tais Paj and
Yawm Txiv Txooj Sua warned her to conceal her identity for safety reasons. To reduce suspicion, she abandoned her
prestigious clan name and took up Yawm Txiv Txooj Sua’s Yaj surname instead. If
asked, she said that she was Yawm Txiv Txooj Sua’s elder brother’s daughter. She never told anyone that her father was a toj xeem or that of all his children, Lis
Tub Yiv had secretly sent his second daughter to attend a French Lyceé in Hanoi
since young. She was careful not to show
that she could communicate in English, French, Lao, and Vietnamese fluently or
that at age 16, she had earned a government scholarship to complete high school
in Australia and received a baccalaureate degree from the University of Sydney. When asked how, she simply answered that she
was literate because a missionary taught her.
Unlike
her family’s brick house in Nong Het, Niam Tais Paj and Yawm Txiv Txooj Sua
lived in a simple thatched roofing home made of elephant grass and split bamboo
lashed together with ropes and sinew.
The house sat on top of hard-stomped dirt and was divided into two main
sections: the large room at the front served the multipurpose of a living,
dining, kitchen, and family room while two small areas at the back end made up
the bedrooms. The entrances to the two
bedrooms have no doors but were covered with simple white curtains.
Noog
Xi walked up to the white cloths and pulled them up so that the ends of the
curtains hung over a bamboo bar. She grabbed
a white towel and a bar soap from inside a plastic bag near her bamboo mattress
bed. She left her bedding area, a small
space that was large enough for one bamboo mattress. When she passed through the kitchen section, she
did not see Niam Tais Paj.
Outside,
the weather was nice and cool like usual.
Noog Xi walked toward a big reddish-brown earthen jar filled with clear water,
carried into it by a bamboo water pipe system from a nearby stream. She used a dried white guard ladle to scoop a
ladle of water out. Dipping her right
hand into the ladle of water, she splashed the cold water against her warm
face. She then took her right hand to
message the bar soap to create foam, and used the foam to scrub and clean the
oil that accumulated on her face throughout the night. Afterward, the girl took a toothbrush ladled
with toothpaste, which Yawm Txiv Txooj Sua had to travel to the nearest town to
obtain, to brush her teeth.
When
finished brushing up for the day, Noog Xi was about to reentered the home when she
bumped into Niam Tais Paj. A petite,
gregarious woman who had lived half way through life already, Niam Tais Paj’s
hair had an equal mixture of ebony and silver strands. She often wore traditional clothing of the
Hmong of Xiengkhouang Province.
Sometimes, she would put on a purple turban while other times, she simply
tied her hair up into a bun on the top of her head. This morning, she wore a
purple turban and carried a bamboo-woven basket on her back, filled with banana
tree trunk pieces.
When
Niam Tais Paj saw her niece, she smiled warmly.
“Daughter, you have awoken? Are
you well rested?”
Noog
Xi smiled and nodded.
Niam
Tais Paj tried to take the bamboo basket off her back. The niece could estimate the heaviness of the
load and quickly pushed her toiletries onto her left hand to hurry to help
catch back-basket with her right hand. After
firmly grasping onto the basket, Noog Xi lowered her body and placed the bamboo
basket on the ground by leaning it against the thatched house wall.
“Thank
you, daughter,” Niam Tais Paj remarked with a sigh of relief.
“Niam
Tais Paj, why didn’t you wait for me?” Noog Xi asked. “I could have gone cut the pigs’ food for you.”
The
woman smiled once more. “It’s alright,
daughter. It’s dangerous out in the
jungle,” she cautioned. “You’ve been
through so much already. I don’t want
you to suffer anymore. Come. I’ve made breakfast before I left. You can help me set the morning meal table.”
The
girl nodded and followed her aunt inside the house. She quickly put her toiletries away, changed,
and then came back out to the kitchen area. Her aunt had laid the small bamboo
table on the dirt floor. There was already
a bowl of rice on top of the bamboo table.
“Aunt,
what would you like me to do?” she asked.
“I
am scooping the pork and green mustards soup.
Why don’t you cut up the chicken, and then serve it on a plate?” the
woman instructed.
On
top of a wooden counter, Noog Xi found a whole boiled chicken inside a large red
plastic bowl decorated with beautiful red and pink carnations and vines. She grabbed a round wooden cutting board and
a knife, and laid the items on the counter.
Then, she took the chicken out of the bowl and put it on top of the
cutting board. Clasping the knife firmly
in her right hand, the girl swung it with all her might and cut into the
chicken until it became edible pieces.
Afterward, she sprinkled the chicken meat with salt, a little
monosaccharide glutamate, and black pepper.
She placed the chicken pieces onto a large plate, and then served the
plate on the bamboo table.
Observing
that morning meal table was almost ready, Noog Xi stepped outside to find Yawm
Txiv Txooj Sua. She went straight to the
wood storage area where she heard him chopped woods earlier. However, he was no longer there. She looked around the front and back of the
house, but still did not see him. A
person with a drastically different personality from Niam Tais Paj, Yawm Txiv
Txooj Sua was shy and not very chatty.
He would not have gone to visit any friends this early in the morning. Where could he be?
The
niece decided to look for Yawm Txiv Txooj Sua beyond the house area. After many attempts, she found her uncle at a
stream, about a quarter of a mile from their home. When she got there, Yawm Txiv Txooj Sua was
holding a hand-woven black fish net and standing in the stream. The legs of his black hemp trouser were
folded above his knees and the sleeves of his black hemp shirt with Chinese
buttons and blue borders were also folded above his elbows. A red sash held his shirt and trouser
together. His small but sturdy body
hovered over the water as he eyed sharply on the fishes swimming in the
stream.
When
Noog Xi approached him, he had just thrown the fish net into the water and drew
up a net full of small, sparkling white-scaled anchovies. “Yawm Txiv Txooj Sua!” she called out loud.
“Daughter!”
he answered and turned to look in her direction with a warm smile.
“Yawm
Txiv Txooj Sua, did you get a lot of fishes?” she asked and returned his smile.
He
nodded. “It’s not a lot but it should be
enough for the morning meal.”
“Don’t
worry about the meal. Niam Tais Paj
prepared it already. How about we have
it for dinner?”
“Sounds even better,” he replied.
“Come. I’ve already helped set the breakfast table,”
she told her uncle. “Let’s go before the
food gets cold.”
He
stepped out of the stream, carrying the net full of anchovies. Once he reached shore, he dumped the
anchovies into a Lao jar-like bamboo basket, designed to keep fish inside. Noog Xi then grabbed the basket while he held
onto the black fish net, and they both returned home.
The
trio had their morning meal. Afterward, Niam
Tais Paj busily prepared food for the pigs from the banana trunks she cut
earlier while Yawm Txiv Txooj Sua retreated to an open-bamboo shelter a few
feet across the main home to fix the broken lines of his fish net. As for Noog Xi, she found herself with
nothing else to do after cleaning the dishes.
She then packed up her backpack and bid farewell to Niam Tais Paj and
Yawm Txiv Txooj Sua as she made her way to the village school.
***
The
village school was the efforts of all the villagers, but it did not look like
the university or even the French Lyceé in Hanoi that she attended. Instead, it was a simple shack, too simple to
be a school. Four wooden poles, arranged
in a square, made up the frame of the building.
The building had no walls except a wooden roof only, which was only built
to protect the inside from rain and sun.
If there were no rain and sun, she was sure it would not be there either. Inside the wooden frame, the tables and
chairs were constructed from long, slender woods that were just chopped in
halves to establish seating and writing furniture. It looked exactly like the school building
from the movie, Lis Ceeb.
It
was already noon when Noog Xi approached the school building. The scorching sun was half-way through the
sky, and the chatting and giggling sounds of blithe children were present too. Most of her students were young boys ranging
from ages 5 through 13. She did not have
any older ones as they were either drafted to serve in the war or needed at
home. She also did not have many girls
since parents needed their daughters to help out with farm work. Ever since she began teaching the village
children many moons ago, she had attempted to ask parents to let their
daughters come to school and while many girls wanted to be taught, their
parents could not afford to spare them.
Therefore, if she was lucky to get any female students, it was only the
very young ones.
Unlike
the French Lyceé that she attended where students were required to dress in
uniforms and everyone had similar haircuts, her students wore their traditional
outfits to school. She did not have any
funding to enforce a strict uniform policy and the village parents were too
poor to afford anything. Despite this, she
was fortunate that the village chief was able to offer papers and pencils for
the students. She, however, was glad to
receive any student who was enthusiastic to learn. She had hoped that one day her students would
relay their knowledge to other Hmong children so that the Hmong would attain
educational wealth and prosperity.
If
home with Niam Tais Paj and Yawm Txiv Txooj Sua, Noog Xi usually wore
traditional clothing. However, when
coming out to teach the students, she needed to earn the respect of her
students so she would change into clothes like the Lao Loum. Today, she had on a clean short-sleeve, white
dressed-shirt and black knee-length Lao skirt.
Her hair was loosened down and she used a black hair band to separate her
bangs from the rest of her shoulder-length hair. She finished her uniform with a pair of flat,
black dressed shoes.
She
had stayed up late the night prior to finish writing her lesson plans, so her
backpack was fully packed with notes and activities for her students. When she stepped into the school building, she
smiled at the children. “Good morning, students,”
the young teacher greeted while walking toward the center of the classroom.
Her
students got up from their seats. “Good
morning, Xib Fwb Yaj—Teacher Yaj,”
they spoke simultaneously like a harmonious choir.
She
took off her backpack and laid it on her desk, which was a wooden oak table
that stood near the right corner of the classroom. Then, she unzipped the backpack and pulled
out a notebook. She walked back toward
the front center of the classroom. A
black chalk board, held into its position by a wooden frame, stood at the
center front. She pulled a long chalk
out of a chalk box that she had carried from home. Before writing anything, the teacher looked
at her students once more.
“Children,
please pull your homework assignment out and leave it at the upper right hand
corner of your desk. After I teach
today’s lesson, I will be coming by to pick up your homework,” she instructed.
The
children were studious so after hearing their teacher’s instructions, they
nosily dug through their notes to find their homework assignment. Once found, all the students left the
assignment at the upper right hand corner of their desks. Noog Xi turned her body sideways so that she
was facing both the students and the chalk board.
“Last
week, we’ve learned the double consonants already. Today, we will be learning the triple
consonants.” She quickly wrote out all
the triple consonants on the board. “Triple
consonants are just the merge of some of the double consonants with a single
consonant. Based on the rule that I
taught you all to use to sound out a consonant, who can give a try as to how
these triple consonants sound like?”
No
one raised their hands. The children,
even the young ones who were typically very inquisitive, were suddenly quiet
like mice. They stared at their teacher
with blank looks.
“Okay,”
she said. “Since no one volunteered, and
I really want to know who has been studying—I guess I’ll have to pick on
someone.”
She
scanned the classroom for a student. In
the back corner of the classroom, she eyed a boy who had on a Manchu hat and
who looked older than the rest of the students.
When her eyes met him, he was resting his head on his left fist, and his
head was slightly turned toward the outside.
He seemed like he was daydreaming.
The
teacher decided to pick him as he stood out from the crowd. “Xwm!” she called his name.
He
did not answer. His head and eyes were
unmoved.
“XWM!”
she called him again, but louder.
Her
second call snapped him out of his daydreaming, and he lost his head balance on
his fist. “I like Maiv Xis!” the boy
blurted out and stood up.
The
students giggled at his silliness. When
he heard the laughs, he realized that he said something wrong. “Sorry, Xib Fwb Yaj,” he quickly said, lowering
his head.
The
teacher chuckled a little too. “I’m sure
Maiv Xis likes you too.”
“Don’t
say that, Xib Fwb. It’s embarrassing.”
“I’m
glad you know that. I’m assuming that
you won’t daydream in class anymore?”
“No,”
he said and shook his head.
“Pronounce
these triple consonants for me?” she demanded of him, pointing to the consonants
on the chalk board with a bamboo stick.
He
lifted his head up to glance at the chalk board. “But…Xib Fwb, you haven’t taught us those
consonants yet?” he asked with a perplex look.
“Exactly,”
she answered. “Although I haven’t taught
anyone how to say these consonants—you should be able to sound it out using the
simple rule of pronouncing one letter at a time. Give it a try.”
The
boy stared at the chalk board for a few seconds. He then took a deep breath and swiftly and
correctly sounded out all the triple consonants without stuttering even once. He impressed his teacher very much.
“Good!”
she applauded him. “You have been
studying hard. Students! I hope you will all take Xwm as a role model
and work hard like him. Just don’t sleep
in class.” The students giggled softly. Feeling embarrassed, Xwm sat down.
Still
holding onto her bamboo stick, Noog Xi pointed to the three letters, HNY.
“Everyone, repeat after me!” she instructed. “H…N…Y…HNY.”
The teacher sounded each letter slowly, and then merged the letters into
one consonant.
“H…N…Y…HNY,”
the students repeated.
Noog
Xi continued down the list of triple consonants until she went through all 14. “Now, we will use the triple consonants with
vowels and tone markers.” Choosing a few
examples to writer on the board, the teacher reminded the students how to merge
a consonant, vowel, and tone marker together to produce a single word. “Does anyone have any questions?” She asked the group after going through all
the examples with them.
Again,
silence.
Instead,
they were diligently copying down what she had written on the chalk board. “If no one has a question then I want you all
to write me a story using the consonants we’ve learned so far,” she instructed.
So,
while the students did their in-class assignment, their teacher went down the
aisle to pick up homework papers. As she
grabbed the yellow lined papers from her students’ desks, she realized that she
was short one student today. She needed
to take attendance.
After
collecting the papers, she went back to her desk and pulled out a roster. She began to take roll until she stumbled upon
one name. “Teeb!” she called out.
No
answer.
“Teeb!”
she shouted once more. Still—no answer.
She
quickly looked around the classroom.
“Teeb?” she repeated.
Once
more, no one raised a hand or an answer.
“Does anyone know where Teeb is today?” she asked the class.
The
students glanced at their teacher, and then stared at each other with perplex
looks. They whispered loudly to one another. “So, does anyone know?” she asked them again.
No
one said anything. After a few seconds
of silence, the boy wearing the Manchu hat slowly raised his hand. “I…I might know, Xib Fwb Yaj,” he said softly.
“Go
ahead.”
“I
saw him earlier, wondering into the wood.
He was chasing dragon flies from the stream. I was about to ask him to come to school, but
I also saw some adults with him so I left him alone.”
Xwm’s
comment gave relief to the teacher. However,
just as she was about to relax her shoulders, she heard a thunder roaring noise
from the nearby wood. It sounded like a
bomb exploded and the students jumped out of their seats, hugging each other
tightly for protection. Even the teacher
was startled as well. But being the only
adult, she had to remain calm in order to not frighten the students even
further.
Suddenly,
everyone could smell a burning scent, like wood burning. The teacher glanced at the wood and saw black
smoke rushing out of the thick bush-like green tops of the jungle trees. And then, every second later, the size of the
smoke multiplied.
She
turned toward the frightened students, whose eyes were shut tight while
attempting to cover their heads in their friends’ bosoms. “Children!” she called. “Look at me!”
“Xib
Fwb Yaj, we’re afraid!” some of the students shouted nervously. “What do we do?”
The
teacher was baffled at their question and pondered on what should be done. Just then, a parent charged into the
classroom. The woman was petite, and
wore a traditional outfit like Niam Tais Paj.
Her stomach was round and fuller than most women and, her face was
filled with fear and tears.
“Xib
Fwb Yaj!” she shouted. “Xib Fwb Yaj!” She rushed over and grabbed the teacher’s
arms.
“Nyab,
are you alright?” Noog Xi asked. She
tried to provide the woman with support so that the woman could stand straight. “What’s the matter?”
“Xib
Fwb Yaj! My son! Teeb!
I know he hasn’t come to class, but I don’t know where he is! Please help me find him!” the mother
cried. “How am I going to explain things
to his father if he is gone?”
“Nyab,
calm down,” Noog Xi comforted her. “I
will try to see what I can do.”
“You
must help me find him! How will I live
if he is gone?” The mother continued to
cry beseechingly and fell on her knees.
Tears rolled nonstop down her eyes.
The
teacher’s heart ached for the poor woman.
Her husband, who had the same Yaj
surname as Noog Xi’s alias, was drafted to fight in the war. She was left to take care of his aging
parents and raise her young children alone.
Now, she had a fifth one coming. She
seemed like she was about six months pregnant, and she would probably have to
give birth without her husband’s presence.
Noog
Xi bent down to help lift the woman. “Nyab,
don’t be too stressed. I will go look
for your son,” the teacher told the woman.
“You are pregnant, so be careful.
Go home. When I find him, I will
bring him straight to you.”
The
woman nodded. She wiped her tears and
paced unwillingly and dully home.
Noog
Xi turned her attention toward the students.
They still looked as alarmed as before.
“Everyone, listen me!” she demanded.
“I am ending instructions here.
Please finish writing your story for homework and we’ll go through them
tomorrow. I want all of you to not worry
too much about the sound we heard a few minutes ago. Go home as fast as you can, and stay
home. Do you all understand?”
“Yes,
Xib Fwb Yaj,” her students stood up and echoed together to show respect, even
when their hearts quivered.
After
she dismissed them, the students began to mingle while grabbing their papers
and pencils. The quietness a few seconds
earlier was replaced with the voices of chit-chatting children. After packing their belongings, the students
left in small groups. It never slipped
into the teacher’s thoughts that this was the last day she would teach these
precious village children.
Before
all the students dispersed away, the teacher scanned the room for the Manchu
hat boy. He was taller than most of her
students, so it was easy to spot him.
“Xwm!” she called his name.
He
was about to step out of the school area, but stopped and looked in his
teacher’s direction upon hearing his name called.
Noog
Xi ran up to him.
“Xib
Fwb Yaj, you need me?” he asked.
“Xwm,
you said that you saw Teeb earlier?”
He
nodded.
“Would
you mind accompanying me to look for Teeb.
You heard the sound from the wood.
He may be in danger.”
Xwm
agreed by nodding. In a couple of
seconds, he and his teachers have left the school ground for the wood.
***
The
lush wood was dense with all kinds of vegetation, but not much sunlight could
penetrate through the thick tree tops.
It was dark under the tree canopies, and creepy like a thousand pairs of
eyes were staring at anyone passing through.
The wood was a place not to fool around in as one could get lost for
days without meeting a single human being.
It was best to stay on the path that humans carved out.
When
the teacher and her student entered the wood, they began to call for Teeb. Keeping close to the dirt path that was
ridden of weeds, the two searched and looked in every direction for the boy. However, the teacher knew that they were
getting closer to the site of explosion as the scent of smoke became heavier
and stronger. She and Xwm began to cough
now and then. However, as they marched
forth, they got to a point where they have to cover their nose with the tops of
their shirts just so that they may breathe.
She started to feel a little light-headed.
“This
will not work,” Xwm said, turning to look his teacher some time later. “Xib Fwb Yaj, we have to stray from this path
if we are to have a chance of finding Teeb.
Look!” He pointed up to the
sky. “The sun’s rays are beginning to
turn orange. It will set soon. We have to hurry before it gets dark.”
As
much as the teacher did not want to drift away from the main path, she had no
choice but to follow her student’s suggestion.
They have searched for a while now, a time on the scale of a few hours
for Teeb, but did not see him at all. So
she decided to comply. “But how will we
know our way back?” she asked him.
Xwm
glimpsed around the surrounding swiftly.
“Look, Xib Fwb Yaj! A pomegranate
tree!” he shouted.
He
ran over to the tree and picked a few fruits.
He then ran back and cracked a pomegranate fruit in half. “Xib Fwb Yaj, these seed-like fruits are crimson
red. We can throw them on the ground
when we move away so that we can find our way back,” he said, handing his
teacher a few of the fruits.
“Good
thinking,” she commented, patting him on the back and accepting the fruits. “Where do we start?”
“This way,” he said, pointing to the right
side of the path. “I hear the sound of
water clashing against rocks over there.
Maybe Teeb followed dragon flies to a waterfall. Let’s go, Xib Fwb Yaj!”
Xwm
ran ahead and his teacher followed closely behind. On the way, she cracked many pomegranate
fruits open and threw the fruits on the ground to make a trail of red
seeds. After about a thirty minute walk,
the sound of rushing water became so loud as water mist fell like a March Spring
shower onto her bared skin. The two have
approached a waterfall.
In
an area with so much water, the smoke’s strength lessened so the teacher stopped
covering her mouth with the top of her shirt.
However, she still felt a little nausea.
The
waterfall crashed into rocks and boulders that sprouted out from a basin like
sharp blades. It was a site to not fall
into as the turbulent water and spiky peaks could take away a life
instantly. With such dangers around, the
teacher’s heart became heavy as she worried about the safety of her student. She turned around to survey the waterfall scenery
for a child. “Teeb!” she shouted his
name.
“Xib
Fwb Yaj!” Xwm called a few minutes later.
“What’s the matter?” she asked and scurried to
her.
“Come
over here!”
“Did
you find him?” she asked, inhaling hard as she tried to catch her breath.
Xwm
nodded. “Look!” he said, pointing his
right index finger at a caved in space on the side of a granite mountain.
The
teacher followed Xwm’s index finger and moved quickly into the cave. There, she found the boy. He was cuddled up and his head covered between
his chest and knees. His body leaned all
the way against the rock wall, scared and terrified.
“Teeb?”
she called.
The
boy lifted his head. His face was
chubby, but filled with fear and dirtied with tears. “Xib Fwb Yaj,” he answered in a trembling,
husky voice.
“Teeb!”
she called excitedly, and ran over to him.
“Are you okay?”
He
shook his head and tears began to tumble down his face. “Xib Fwb I…Xib Fwb…”
“Yes,
Teeb. What’s the matter?”
“Xib
Fwb Yaj. I am scare. I want to go home…” he cried.
“Don’t
worry, Teeb. Xib Fwb is here. I will take you home,” she assured him.
“Really?”
he replied, trying hard to smile.
She
nodded and smiled, wiping away his tears.
“Look who’s here with Xib Fwb?”
She said and moved aside so that Xwm could make his way forward.
“Hi,
buddy,” Xwm said when he approached Teeb.
“Xwm…”
Teeb answered, whimpering.
Xwm
hovered near the boy. “Xib Fwb Yaj and I
were worried sick about you, buddy. Next
time, don’t go wonder off like this again.
Do you hear me?” Xwm tried to comfort the boy by rubbing his hair.
Teeb
nodded. He was still whimpering, but he
took his left arm to wipe away his tears.
“Let’s
go home,” their teacher said.
Everyone
got up. Xwm stepped into the opened area
first. The teacher grasped tightly onto
Teeb’s hand before following Xwm. However,
instead of seeing Xwm running like a horse, she saw a rifle pointed at his head
instead. Her heart dropped, and her eyes
moved to observe the rifle’s owner.
He
was a man in a black tank-top and a forest-green military pants. He wore a pair of black boots and a black
bandana. He was buffed, much taller than
her, and his facial expression appeared brutal.
Three other men with similar physical exterior, although scrawnier, stood
behind the man pointing his gun at Xwm’s head.
“Oh
heaven! Not again!” the young teacher
thought nervously. She could tell from
their red arm band that they were Red Lao soldiers, but were Hmong Red Lao
soldiers.
“What
are you three doing here?” the man pointing the rifle at Xwm’s head shouted,
his foul breath dissipating in her direction.
Teeb
pulled onto her skirt and she slightly bent down near him. “They were the men I saw earlier,” he
whispered into her left ear. She now
understood why the little boy was so terrified earlier. It was these men, and he knew who they were.
She
stood up again. “We are passerby,” she
answered. “Sir, please let us go.”
“How
can I trust you?” the man questioned fiercely.
“How do I know that you three are not spies?”
“We
are not, Sir. I am a farmer and these two
are my younger brothers. We got lost on
our way home.”
“Yes! My older sister, we got lost! We are just regular citizens, Sir!” Xwm reiterated
his teacher’s words.
“LIARS!”
the man shouted. “How could farmers get
lost when they walk the same path every day?
I am not a fool!” He turned his
head slightly to his right. “Men!” he
called.
“Yes,
Captain!” the three men answered from behind him.
“Tied
these spies up and take them with us!”
Upon
hearing the Captain’s command, the three men approached us. The Captain then lowered his rifle. The three men seized the trio and tied Xwm’s
and the teacher’s hands first. When they
tried to tie Teeb’s hands, the little boy began to cry. “Let me go!” he screamed. “I don’t want to die! I want to go home! Please, let me go!”
The
teacher’s heart sunk when she heard Teeb’s pleads. Such a little kid, and he had to suffer
through this already. She wished there
was something that she could do to help him, but her hands were already
tied. She could not even move at will.
The
men pulled out a tape and taped Teeb’s mouth.
Then, they forced him to the ground and tied his hands. Teeb’s tears dripped nonstop from his eyes
and his chubby red cheeks turned a pale yellow.
“Teeb,
look at me” his teacher insisted. “Look
at me now!”
Teeb
slightly turned his head toward her, but he was still sobbing. “We won’t die,” she assured him. “We are innocent and will be free soon.” Then she looked at Xwm. “Am I right?”
Xwm
nodded. “Be brave, Teeb. Trust Xib...”
Xwm stopped and glanced at the soldiers who focused their attention on the
three without a blink. “Trust older
sister, Teeb. We will be alright.”
“Take
them with us!” the Captain ordered his fellow soldiers. The men grabbed the trio’s arms and pushed
them forward.
The
sun was setting when they left the waterfall.
The singing of cicadas became clear and loud as they made their way through
the dense, dark jungle. If listened
carefully, the young teacher could even hear the chirpings of squirrels and the
songs of female birds calling for their husbands return. But the one thing that she heard most evidently
was that of their footsteps stepping on and crushing dried twigs, vines, and
leaves. She did not know what was ahead,
but the sounds and darkness of the jungle was beautiful, yet eerie and
unpredictable.
By
nightfall, the scent of the smoke in the wood had dispersed and its strength
reduced significantly. The young teacher
nausea’s feeling disappeared. She looked
up toward the sky and it had become too dark to even see what they were
stepping on. With only the light from
the twinkling stars guiding them, the world they stood on was darker than
before.
The
Captain, who walked in front, quickly grabbed some dried twigs from the ground
and shaped them into a torch. He lit it
with a match from his pocket matchbox. Soon,
a bright fire blazed on the tip of the torch.
It was the only light that guided them to the gang’s destination.
After
walking for some time, they approached an area where a bonfire burnt in the
distance. There were silhouettes of men
dancing, singing, and fooling around the fire.
Some indulged themselves in bottles of alcohol. But before reaching these men, the Captain signaled
his three underlings to stop. “Guard
them here!” he commanded. “I will go
talk to the Colonel first and see what he wants us to do with them!”
“Yes,
sir!” the three answered in unison.
The
Captain then left for the group ahead.
The three men pushed the trio to the ground and stood in a triangle to
guard the captives. “Sit down there and
be quiet!” one of the men shouted fiercely.
Even
a distance away from the bonfire, the teacher could feel its strength. The convection of air from the bonfire made
the air around them warm, so Teeb soon fell asleep. She and Xwm soon became drowsy as well and
yawned together when the Captain returned.
Feeling
his presence, she lifted her head. When
the Captain’s eyes met hers, he smiled with malice intention. Then at the corner of her eyes, she saw a
shadow crept behind him. Frightened, she
quickly lowered her head in between her arms, legs, and bosom and did not dare
to look up. Nonetheless, her ear was wide
opened so she could still hear the men’s conversation.
“Where
are the captives?” asked a young male’s voice.
It
was not her first time being captured, so she was rather calmed the entire
trip. But the young man’s words made her heart
trembled. His voice was familiar. She could not tell what his presence would
bring.
“Colonel! Here they are!” the Captain shouted.
The
young man stared at the group of captives and saw that the older of the
captives, the girl, squeezed her head tighter in between her legs and bosom. “Who are you?” he demanded.
Silence. He knew they were frightened.
“Who
are you?” he asked again.
“She’s
my sister! Are you happy now?” Xwm
answered angrily.
The
young man smirked, and lowered his head near the girl. “Hey!
You! You’re really not going to
look at my face?”
Even
without looking at him, the teacher knew that the young man was talking to her. Should she look up or keep her head
down? But she could not feign deaf. Must she confront that scary shadow?
Her
heart raced and she decided to lift her head.
When she opened her eyes, she saw a pair of round, sparkling black eyes
staring at her. They were the only
things brighter than the stars.
At
first, his eyes were fierce like a tiger but after examining her for a few
seconds, his tiger eyes became kitty eyes.
He immediately drew himself away.
“It’s him…” Noog Xi thought and was all she
could think of at the moment. She froze
and even the hair strands on her head did not wiggle once, despite the gentle
breeze brushing against her skin.
With the absence of the moon that
night, the clouds covered half the sky so the stars were seen blinking dimly
only. The breeze began to blow a bit
faster than before, and Noog Xi felt her bared arms and legs turned cold. She shivered every time the wind blew past her
face.
Teeb still slept like a baby,
undisturbed by the noise caused by the soldiers. Xwm, on the other hand, was wide awake and
focused his attention closely on the soldiers as if there was a loophole, he
would definitely try to escape.
The
young teacher, however, continued to stare into an open space. Somehow, she felt like she was on the brink
of falling into weakness again.
The
young man looked startled like he knew who she was. After straightening his body, he distanced
himself from her. He dared not look in her
direction again.
“Colonel,
are you alright?” the Captain asked.
The young man was speechless. “Colonel, are you not well?” the question was
repeated. “You said that you would come
out to judge the sentence of these spies.
Now that you’ve seen them, what do you want us to do?”
Silence
again, except for the faint laughter of the men from the bonfire. “He must have fallen for the girl?” joked and
giggled one of the soldiers.
“Colonel,
you are still single. Now that she’s our
captive, why don’t you just make her your wife?
She’s very pretty too!” another remarked.
Noog
Xi felt insulted and a rage of anger spread throughout her heart. Her right hand clutched into a fist and her emotional
weakness suddenly vanished. She got up
and turned her head to look at the soldiers.
“Watch your mouth!” she shouted daringly, not caring that she had just
carved a path to hell for herself. “I
won’t let anyone offend me like this, including this so called, Colonel! If death is my fate, then kill me right now!”
“You
ill-mannered girl! How dare you speak up
in the presence of our Colonel!” the Captained yelled. “Don’t regret dying then!”
Noog
Xi smiled. “If it’s my wish, do you
think I’m scared?” she retorted audaciously.
“Red
mouth girl! You really want to die, hug?”
the Captain yelled, and swung his right hand into the air about to slap her
face.
“Enough!”
the young man shouted, grabbing the Captain’s hand and halting him from
touching the girl. Frustrated by his
superior’s act, the Captain angrily stepped to the side.
The
young man then turned around and glared at the girl. “You all should be punished for capturing the
wrong people!” he yelled at his underlings.
“We only kill those who obstruct our path. They are innocent villagers! Not spies. Send them back safely to their village!”
“But,
Sir!” the Captain exclaimed.
“What
else did you not understand, Captain!” the young man asked irritably. “If I hear that something bad happens to
these three on the way back, I will definitely not let the four of you alone!”
“Yes,
Sir,” the Captain answered hesitantly.
“Untie them!” he demanded of his three followers.
The
trio was quickly untied. When her hands
were freed, the teacher swung them forward and touched her wrists. Her hands were tied so tightly that the
wrists were red, itchy, and painful. However,
she had no time to waste on thinking about these petty things. She needed to get her two students home
quickly.
The
teacher looked to Xwm and he was already stretching his hand muscles. She then glanced at Teeb, who was still deep asleep,
but he too was strapped-free. She was
about to wake Teeb up when a pair of firm and soft hands stopped her. She looked up. The pair of hands belonged to the young
colonel. He shook his head to signal her
not to wake the boy up. Observing his
gesture, she pulled her hands back.
“Thoj
Zoov Ntxhw!” he called. “Carry the boy
on your back.”
“Yes,
sir!” the soldier answered. He gave his
rifle to one of his colleagues and picked the boy up on his back. “I’m ready.”
He said after gripping tightly onto Teeb’s small body.
“Let’s
go!” the Captain called and led the way.
With
Teeb on his back, Thoj Zoov Ntxhw followed the Captain. Xwm stood up and ran after, walking side by
side with Thoj Zoov Ntxhw. It was Noog
Xi, who was the last one to leave with the group. Before she followed Xwm, she decided to stop
and turned to glance one last time at the face of the young colonel who saved
her and her students’ lives. While she
stared at him, he was gazing somewhere else.
To
her, he appeared different. His hair had
grown a bit longer, and his cheeks blushed more than before. But his skin color was still pale. She watched him without a thought, without
any emotions now. She simply stared at
him. That was all.
When
he sensed that someone was taking a peek at him, he turned around. But at that moment, she looked away and
followed Xwm. Then, without glancing
back, she heard the footsteps of the other two soldiers moving behind her. As she walked on, she never once looked back.
Far
away from the warmth and light of the bonfire, the teacher suddenly felt a tap
on her shoulder. Her heart pounded
hastily, because a tiny part of her had hope that it was him. But when she turned around, she was
disappointed to see the face of one of the two soldiers following her. He offered her a jacket.
Even
in the dark, she knew that the jacket was part of a military uniform. It was a forest-green jacket. “No thank you,” she said and shook her head.
“Take
it, Miss!” the soldier replied. “The Young
Colonel gave it to me to give it to you.
He said that you were shivering earlier so you must be cold.”
“Oh,
thank you.” She was surprised, and grabbed
the jacket from the soldier.
“You
must wear it,” the soldier insisted when he saw that she kept holding onto the
jacket only. “He will punish me if he
finds out that you didn’t wear it, Miss…”
She
stared at the soldier and saw fear in his eyes.
Even though he was one of the captors, she reasoned that he too was just
a human being who perhaps was forced to follow orders. Pitying him, she decided to put the jacket
on. Afterward, she folded her arms into
a cross. The jacket was warm and the
familiar fragrance she once knew still lingered on it.
She
smiled at the soldier and he smiled back with a sigh of relief.
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